Monday, August 14, 2017

July 31, 2017: Companion prank

July 24, 2017: Elder Holland's thoughts

Hey familia!
Sounds like you all had an amazing week!  That is so awesome to hear about Leah! You keep reading that is amazing and Kai sounds like you had an awesome week as well! Efy is an amazing place! I don't have much time to write this week as we only have about 45 minutes in the chapel but I want you to know how much I love each and every one of you! My mind has been on a constant reflection recently of these past 20 years!  I can't believe it! It feels like yesterday I was just a kid growing up in Salt Lake in our old home! There has been so many good memories! I have been so blessed with such a great family and great life and although I have not seen him in person I have seen the lords hand in my life throughout! He's been there the whole time! I have been going through some hard times these past two weeks! I have been having some crazy dreams and some crazy feelings come over me! I do not know why?  I heard a quote from Jeffrey r Holland "To all of these and so many more, I say: Cling to your faith. Hold on to your hope. ‘Pray always, and be believing’ [​D&C 90:24​]. Indeed, as Paul wrote of Abraham, he ‘against [all] hope believed in hope’ and ‘staggered not … through unbelief.’ He was ‘strong in faith’ and was ‘fully persuaded that, what [God] had promised, he was able … to perform’ [​Romans 4:18, 20–21​]. …
​​​​“… Some blessings come soon, some come late, and some don’t come until heaven; but for those who embrace the gospel of Jesus Christ, ​they come​” (​“An High Priest of Good Things to Come,”​​ Ensign,​ Nov. 1999, 36, 38)." I think sometimes in life we come to a halt in the road! We're are testimony doesn't start to fade away but your are waiting for blessings or needed strength for the moment that you are at in your life! As we hold on to our faith in these times and we are patient the Lord can humble is an mend us and sanctify us! 

I love you guys so much you are always in my prayers, love you!

Wednesday, July 19, 2017

July 17. 2017: Flat on fire and my love for Peter.

Hey family hope all is well! Thank you for all the pictures you have
been sending! They are awesome it's crazy to see how old you all look
now! Haha -well this week went pretty good!  This Sunday in church I had
to give a talk in sacrament meeting, teach the gospel principles
lesson, and teach elders quorum! It was crazy!  We did have a good week
though! The assistants went on exchange with us this week and I went contacting with
Elder Klingler.  While we were out this block flat caught on
fire! We were standing outside of Mike's flat (a previous investigator that
lived on the top floor), he went on to his balcony and shouted out to us elders 
"what's up??".. giving us a thumbs up.  But he was
completely unaware of the burning fire below him! The
firefighters ended up having to get a lift to get him down, he was
smiling the whole time! It was pretty funny! 
This week I was reading through the life of all the presidents of the
 church it was amazing to read and get to know all of them! 
They all were so valiant with their testimonies of Jesus Christ! 
Something president Lorenzo Snow said really touched my heart:
 
​​​​“If we could read in detail the life of Abraham, or the lives of
other great and holy men, we would doubtless find that their efforts
to be righteous were not always crowned with success. Hence we should
not be discouraged if we should be overcome in a weak moment; but, on
the contrary, straightway repent of the error or the wrong we may have
committed, and as far as possible repair it, and then seek to God for
renewed strength to go on and do better. …
​​​​“If the Apostle Peter had become discouraged at his manifest
failure to maintain the position that he had taken to stand by the
Savior under all circumstances, he would have lost all; whereas, by
repenting and persevering he lost nothing but gained all, leaving us
too to profit by his experience. The Latter-day Saints should
cultivate this ambition constantly which was so clearly set forth by
the Apostles in former days. We should try to walk each day so that
our conscience would be void of offense before everybody. … We must
not allow ourselves to be discouraged whenever we discover our
weakness”
I love this so much I love this example he used! If there is anybody I
feel like in this life it is Peter! To be fair after reading the New
Testament I think Peter has become one of my all time favorite! Just
because I feel I can relate to him so much! Peter loved the savior
so much and he tried his earnest to follow him, but fell short time after
time! One of my favorite examples of Peter I laugh at every
time  I read is:
Matthew 16;21,24
21 ​​¶ ​From that time forth began Jesus to shew unto his disciples,
how that he must go unto Jerusalem, and suffer many things of the
elders and chief priests and scribes, and be killed, and be ​​​raised​
again the third day.
​​​​​22 ​Then Peter took him, and began to rebuke him, saying, Be it
far from thee, Lord: this shall not be unto thee.
​​​​​23 ​But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me,
Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou ​​​savourest​ not the
things that be of God, but those that be of men.
​​​​​24 ​​¶ ​​​​Then​ said Jesus unto his disciples, If any ​man​ will
come after me, let him ​​​deny​ himself, and take up his ​​​cross​,
and ​​​follow​ ​​​me​.

I love this so much! All Peter wanted to show and tell the Lord is
that he didn't want anyone to hurt him, and he wouldn't let that happen.
But the savior turns around and rebukes him! He probably was like man
I can't do anything right! But that is why I love Peter so much he
stayed humble and stayed by the saviors side and was patient and
in the end he became one of Christ's greatest followers to ever walk
the earth! I love peters example and I pray that I may be just as patient with
myself! I have gained such a testimony that the Lord sanctifies our
afflictions, but I learned we must be patient
and humble enough to let him!
Elder Tuita

Sunday, June 25, 2017

June 19, 2017: Being a missionary brings change.

Hey fam hope all is well don't have much time this week but I love you
all! This week has been a good one! We've got a lot of stuff going for
us, but with that there is a lot of opposition! I've been pondering
and praying a lot though for guidance! I had an answer come to me last
night the piano guys performed for us, I can't remember who said it and what was
exactly said- but it went along the lines of when you surrender your
life to God he will make more out of you then you yourself could ever
do in this lifetime! It hit me hard! I've come to notice that it's
easy to come out on a mission and just adapt or change your behaviour
for two years but when you go home nothing will have changed! I think
President David O'McKay said it best- the whole point of the gospel is
to make bad men good, good men better and to change human nature! Being
on a mission I have come to notice so much!  I have learned the difference 
between a change in behaviour, to adapt to mission rules, then to experience the
mighty change of heart and to have our fallen natures changed. I
believe a mission can help us learn the process better of
becoming good men, to having our natures changed by submitting our all
to the will of the Savior for two years! I have had a lot of ups and
down and trials and tribulations but not one of them I feel was for
vain! They all have contributed for my benefit for my eternal growth
here on this earth! I think in the process of life it is so easy to
always look for the next step and miss the crucial refining, process
that occurs in between them! My mission has been such a great learning
refining and growing experience I am greatful for this opportunity to
serve and minister to heavenly fathers children! I know this is his
work!


Elder Tuita

June 12, 2017

Dear family,
Hope this week went good for you guys! I saw those pictures they were
awesome so many good memories....where did the time go?  It's crazy to
think how fast time has gone! Well it's officially been 9 months now!
That's crazy! It feels like a life time! Things with Elder Stanley
are going good he is a fast learner! We are finding some good people to
teach as well! We have about 4 people that are on the verge of being
baptised! It stresses me out to the core! I don't know how Heavenly
Father does it man? This week we were teaching this bloke named
Robert! While we were talking to him somehow he fainted and we had to
take him to the hospital. It was crazy, when he was in the hospital he
told us he had this feeling that he needed to come to Christ! It was
pretty cool! Another girl named Kristina we had just had a great
lesson with her, but after the lesson she expressed to  us how she felt like
she couldn't go on and didn't have the willpower to go to work
anymore! So we told her to pray and ask Heavenly Father for help and
strength! That day at work power went off and her work sent her home! It was crazy
she called us in tears! Other than that everything is going pretty
well! I had this crazy dream this week though! In my dream I literally
went through all the major events in my high school life,  it
got to the point where I decided to go on a mission. In my dream I decided instead
to go to a year of school first! Nothing good came from it. The things happening
in my dream were nothing compared from the way my
mission has blessed my life! I think heavenly father was helping know
that I had made the right decision! I woke up in tears! These past 9
months have brought so much happiness into my life and have taught me
so much! I am so great full for this gospel and this plan we have to
come here to learn and grow!  I miss you guys a lot though! Just know
that I love you so so much
Elder Tuita


Elder Stanley and I




May 29 & June 5, 2017: Bradford and Training

Hey family  (June 5),
Sorry I have no time to write today we are on extended pday as well we
have just had a crazy day! Yeah so you guys found out I'm training now
it's crazy! It's really weird having a new missionary! He is really
innocent good guy likes to work hard so I'm exited for it! His name is
Elder Stanley he is from Eugene Oregon! He is 19 as well but he went
to a year of school first! He literally try's to copy everything I do!
It's quite funny! He also ask me permission for everything! Like he
asks permission to use the toilet! I love him though! I'm not gonna
lie being a trainer is a daunting experience! I didn't expect
president to call me to train! There was only two elders coming into
the mission so I though president would of just had someone a lot more
experienced do it! But it's been great experience I have really felt
the lords love during this time! I pray a lot that he may help me! As
far as safety goes, you don't need to worry! Bradford is like all
Muslim! Like I don't think you understand it's like I'm serving in
Pakistan right now! Like for everybody is Muslim or Iranian! Like out
of 10 people 7 of them are Iranian here! We eat Pakistanian food like
I kid you not! So with that being said they
wouldn't try anything here in Bradford because they would harm to many
Muslims! Like I'm probably in the safest part of England right now!
Trust me and with that being said I'm still being very cautious! Well
I love you guys so much! I wish I could only express to you how much
you all mean to me! I love you family have a great week!


Dear family:  (May 29)
I love you guys hope this week went well! England is crazy right now
and I'm right in the thick of it! There are a lot of things going on
between the Muslims and the white people right now! It's crazy Leeds
and Bradford have some big threats going on right now!  We were
walking through this community and people were yelling Muhammad at us
it was crazy! We have gunners on like every street corner! We don't
proselyte in town anymore or go to places where there are a lot of
people! It's crazy though because being in Bradford it's like the
whole city! For some reason through all of
it, I've felt completely safe! We went into this food place, there
were about 30 people in the store and we were the only non Muslim people!
These people started yelling at us and then the other people protected
us and threw them ouT! It was funny this guy was yelling at me and
elder Livingston telling us we don't follow God and he told us to
prove it by showing him that we were circumcised! He was yelling in
the store pull down your pants show me your dick right now! In his
Iranion accent ...it was so funny! I have got so many crazy stories for
you guys when I get home! Just know I'm safe and you have nothing to
worry about! Love you guys

My three roomates, two are zone leaders that live with us, and Elder Livingston is my companion on the right of me.  He is the future quaterback for BYU!

May, 1 2017: Good news from Grimsby

Family,
Man Bradford is just great right now! I really love it here I had a pretty cool experience happen to me this week that was a real testimony builder! A while backwhile I was serving in Grimsby, I got a call from one of the young women in the ward saying she needed a blessing.  I'm like okay... we'll be over in an hour!  We started over on the way there, and I got a call from bishop telling me the situation Sarah was in! He told me that her mission call had just been appealed because of a health issue and that she was trying to get it reinstated! Bishop said the chances of this happening and getting her papers reinstated weren't the best and was very unlikely, he told me not do or say anything crazy during the blessing, having been told this I got there confused and kind of scared! I talked to Sarah a little more about the situation and her hopes weren't the best! She told me she basically just wanted a comfort blessing to comfort her! I asked her to see if she thought there was any chance and she didn't really seem too hopeful! She said she had been going through this whole long process of interviews and it wasn't looking too good! So I basically went into the blessing with the mindset that this blessing was just a comfort blessing for her to find peace from this hard time! I placed my hands on her head and started giving her the blessing! Half way through, I got the strongest impression to tell her that she was going on a mission! I'm like there's no way? I pushed the feeling away and continued on.  Sure enough the longer I went on with the blessing the stronger the impression came! Finally it came to the end of the blessing and I was about to close and the impression came again stronger than ever!  So  I paused for a second and then it just came out! I can't remember exactly what was said but I remember saying that soon she would be walking amongst people in a foreign land serving the Lord as a missionary for his church! That there were people that the Lord was preparing right now that are waiting for her! When the words came out I remember the spirit just being so strong! She was sobbing I remember my companion looking up and staring at me like what did I just do?  But I remember in that moment the spirit whispering to me that that was what needed to be said and that is what the Lord wanted to tell her! I closed the blessing and right after the blessing was shocked!  She asked me if I was sure? I told her that I didn't say it the Lord said I was just his vessel! Even Elder Mcctavish thought I was nuts! Anyway about a day ago I got an email from her and this is what it said:
"Dear Sister Duncan,
You are hereby called to serve as missionary of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. You are assigned to labour in the Canada Edmonton Mission.
You should report to the Provo Missionary Training Center on Tuesday, July 25, 2017 (the day of my birthday). You will prepare to preach the gospel in the English language."
OH MAN IM SO EXCITEd!!!!!!
I was so happy for her! I learned just how powerful his blessings can be!
Elder Tuita